"When you're lost in those woods, it sometimes takes you a while to realize that you are lost. For the longest time, you can convince yourself that you've just wandered off the path, that you'll find your way back to the trail-head any moment now. Then night falls again and again, and you sti . . . (More)
I haven't written here in a while. I haven't had much to say. But now, I don't know how to explain what I'm feeling to anyone.Even though breaking it off with Monkey was my decision -- and I have good reasons for having done so -- it hurts. I miss the good times we had. I miss the connection. . . . (More)
I'm pretty sure that I'm going to hurt people if I write here. No matter what I write, someone is going to be left out. If I write about everyone in one entry, then everyone feels I'm writing more about someone else. It's awesome.So... I'm not writing. Because I can't win.(The stupid thing is, if . . . (More)
"I wanted to have something to say for this, but I changed my mind. You know what this means."
We're seated on the floor, in front of the fire.
"I don't want you to change. I want you just as you are. I want you as mine."
He places the strip of silver around my neck, and closes it.
"In ever . . . (More)
Something is bothering me. The things that set me off lately seem to have a pattern. There is something wrong more than just a 'bad mood.'
I have yet to figure out the connection.
I don't know what it is, but it's festering under the surface until I feel I could combust at any moment. It's fr . . . (More)
My nerves are set on edge. Everything annoys me. Angers me.
I'm fighting a migraine. I was rude to my mother. I've been peevish with the people I love all day long. Just... Don't talk to me. I'll be compassionate and kind later. Not right now.
Right now... I'm more likely to bite your head off, an . . . (More)
Relationship issues will come to the forefront today when it feels like someone isn't being completely honest with you. It is time to reevaluate the situation and ask yourself -- is this person adding anything valuable to your life, or just chaos? Do th . . . (More)